Life

It’s amazing how fragile life is, and no one thinks of it until it’s too late. Seeing people that are around your age go is very strange. I might be 26 but death could still be there around the corner. It starts to make you rethink what you would do differently. What you should do now.

Workout progress is going well, I have lats now which are visible. Doing Cize and body beast together takes a toll though but its fun as hell.

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New career?

I’ve been thinking the last week or so. My job is OK… I don’t necessarily make that great of money, but it’s not terrible either. However, I’m trying to move up into a better path then the one I’m at which would be a lot better. If I don’t get there though, what do I do then?

I don’t want to stay where I’m at. There’s such little room for movement. So what do I do? Do I go back to college in a different field, such as IT or some kind of tech field? How much would that put me into debt? I’m already over 30k in college debt in a field with little movement, and on top of that I didn’t need a degree in the first place for it. So do I go back and get put in 30k more debt? It’s frustrating to say the least.

Two weeks off, now back in it

I took two weeks off, I was really tired for some reason and slept a lot. I ate horrible as well, but it’s alright, because today I started Body Beast.

I’m taking a step in a different direction from the Insanity workouts, even though Asylum was great, I want to put on the muscle.

So out came the weights, I should probably buy a bench and maybe some lighter and heavier weights than what I currently have now (20, 25 and 30). However, the workout was a good change, and was still hard to do even though I wasn’t laying on the floor trying to catch my breath.

I’m looking forward to this and what it could bring. I may take some before pictures soon, we shall see! I’m also back on the diet.

Have a good Monday!

Yesterday

Yesterday was good, but I think I may have done something wrong at work, and will get written up for it.

It’s weighing on me now, I’ll have to go in and see what everyone else says.

Workout was good, it will be a rest day today. I’m getting sick of green beans, but found that broccoli is surprisingly good. Going to play with the dog before work today.

 

 

Today

Today has been strange. My ex texts me since she hasn’t heard from me in a while, but I thought that was part of the breakup? Well she came over to see the dog while I was at work which I said was fine, and she ended up doing my dishes which was nice. But it still doesn’t mean I understand any of it.

Work was stressful. I’m also considering seeing someone about my depression, but somewhat scared since I don’t know where to go or if it will help. I’m still getting upset and angry, which I want to start to eliminate.

But a workout tomorrow, Asylum v 2 championship, it will be tough, but I’ll get through it.